June 25, 2004 - 8:30 p.m.

Dial up modem sucks ass. Something really important had better be online or it is not even worth firing up the ol jalopy of a computer.

It doesn't help I am an enormous procrastinator.

I tell myself every morning "I will update today!"

By noon, I'm thinking "I should update today."

By 5 pm, I'm thinking in the car during the commute from work, "After I make dinner for everyone and [insert "TO DO" list here] I'll update if I have time."

By 9 pm, I'm thinking, while collapsed on couch 3 feet from computer desk, "I should get off my fat ass and spend an hour trying to get online."

By 11 pm, I have said "Fuck it. I'll do it tomorrow", and go to bed.

Not much has changed, except everything.

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